Dream Big

Day 22 of 31 Days to Fulfillment!

Each day as I have been working within to rid myself of stagnant, obsolete and plain unhealthy beliefs and thought patterns I learn something new. Some times it is shocking to discover the thought patterns and deep seated beliefs that are the basis for the life that I have created thus far.

Last night I was working on the chapter Dreaming Big in my 30 Days to EveryDay Miracles book by Jennifer Hoffman when I realized that I not only hesitate to dream big, but why. The why really surprised me. After all the work I've done in ridding myself of fear and feelings of unworthiness
they were still there - yet another layer in the onion of me...

As I delved into deep seated beliefs surrounding dreaming big and setting into motion the receipt of what I truly desire, blocks to receiving my desire were revealed to me.

In the past when I would look at what I "want" or what I wished my life to be, my brain would immediately go into chaos and I would be unable to focus at first, then it would just be blank. I didn't want anything. How can that be? Humans always want something...

I believe my quest for answers these past weeks are what opened the door to discover these blocks of hesitancy and lack of focus in dreaming big. The door stood open wide and the excuses for holding back in dreaming big were standing there like deer in the headlights and they sang like canaries.

I leaned that I believed that if I didn't open up and let my dreams soar out to the universe to be fulfilled, I could not be disappointed when I received them and lost them. And I would lose them because I didn't deserve to receive what I want. (I had everything my heart desired in a previous life and lost everything and never got over it in that lifetime, so now I'm getting rid of that fear this life time.) Basically if I didn't dream big, my dreams could not be stolen. Hmmm... didn't expect this...

My reasoning mind joined me to dispel this belief because I live in an abundant universe with a limitless field of possibility just for me. I am worthy to receive all that is mine by divine right and I must release the old to make way for the new and I will receive new...

Another layer told me that I felt from deep within that if I dreamed big the universe would be working on my wishes taking away from someone else. Again my reasoning mind stepped in and dissipated this belief with the knowing that I live in an Abundant Universe and there is more than enough for everyone and everyone's desires are met through their field of possibilities.

When we ask for something less than what we desire, it may not be in our field of possibility, so we never receive it. We must truly dream big and ask for what we really desire in order for the abundant universe that we live in to provide for us.

What is holding you back from dreaming big? Your field of possibility holds everything your heart truly desires. Are you asking for it?

May you dream big without hesitation knowing fully within your heart that you deserve all that you desire...

In love and light,
Kate