Thursday, March 29, 2012

Happy Birthday Big Jim!

Today is my dad, Big Jim's birthday.  He would have been 77 today had he continued living in his physical body.  This birthday, more than any other, is a big deal to me to celebrate in honor of him.  I missed his last birthday here on Mother Earth in his physical body - missed it!  I was busy and next thing I knew it was not just a few days later, but a couple of weeks!  I was horrified!  He forgave me when I called him, but it took me a lot longer to forgive myself.

This year I've been looking forward to his birthday for weeks!  I've felt this excitement building of something wonderful and special happening on or around his birthday. 

On Monday when I walked the dog I saw a tiny spider crawling up his web to a branch in a pine tree when I walked the dog. It was so tiny I was amazed I saw it, but spiders are significant with my dad, so I knew instantly he was around.  Many of you have written to me to share that my dad has visited you - sometimes through "spider sightings!"

Our loved ones who have died are never very far away - only a breath - that is how close they are.  As I write this, daddy has his feet propped up on my desk - he is casually relaxing waiting his turn...

Happy Birthday, Daddy!

Thank you...

I appreciate the love of remembrance from you and our extended family - extended family means you reading this...  Yes, I'm more patient now that I'm a fast moving spirit than I was in my dense human body (and you know how much I like to go fast!). 

In the time that I've been out of my body I've seen amazing, wonderful, exciting things, both of my world and of yours. What I want to focus on today is the love that not only lingers, but grows after our physical bodies expire. 

When Kate and I wrote the "Waiting in the Other Room" book, we talked about how we who have died never really leave - the love keeps us near.  We talk about how when you in human form acknowledge us it gives us a thrill and the love grows and expands into beautiful light. When you acknowledge us we know we're connecting with you and its like applause - we can't get enough of it!

We understand your pain when we die and we understand that as humans you must grieve.  But we ask that you focus on the love and fun times that we had between us as much as you can to help lift you from the sadness of grief. It is through the joy of this love that you will feel us more clearly and understand our attempts to let you know we are still with you.

On another note...  I laugh a lot now and I'm never depressed.  I was depressed a lot while I lived in my human body.  If you're worrying about your loved one who has passed, don't worry anymore - there are angels here to help those of us who experienced depression and any form of trauma or pain while living a human existence. 

The love here is more than your human minds can take in.  Each one of us will share this love with you to help your bodies align with our energy so you can communicate with us directly more easily. The veil between our worlds is all but gone in the hearts of many. Know that we are with you - that our love lives forever and you needn't worry about seeing us again - because we never left...

Ya'll have a wonderful day today and show someone a kindness and embrace the love that swells in your heart!

Spiders are fuzzy
Morning Glories are blue
With eyes to see, you know
I'm always with you...

~ Big Jim

Thank you, Daddy...  You've become quite the poet!  I needed a tissue for that one... For those of you who have read the Waiting in the Other Room book, you know how significant spiders and morning glories are between me and my dad.

Our loved ones who have crossed over to the angelic realm are but a breath away. Opening our hearts to trust and love part the veil between us and reunite our hearts with synchronistic events, songs, smells, unexpected thoughts/memories and yes, spiders and morning glories!

May you all be profoundly blessed in this moment and in every moment after...

In love and light,

Thursday, March 22, 2012

What does Love Mean?

Recently I received one of those chain emails that ask you to forward to everyone you know.  I receive hundreds of emails every day and am very behind in responding (be patient, I will get to you) so I don't often open them and I very rarely forward them to people, but this one warmed my heart.

This email included the answers children gave when they were asked, "What does Love Mean?"  Granted the responses may or may not really be from children, but that isn't the point.  The point is to share this deep insight with you.  These are their answers:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'"
Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
Nikki - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

I asked my heart, "What does Love Mean?" 
* Love means I'm never alone, no matter how alone, sad or frightened I feel. Believing that my essence is love means feeling a sense of balance and peace from deep within without fear. 
* Love is a knowing throughout my being that I am fully supported and have the purse of spirit that supplies my needs and more.
* Love is seeing a tiny spider scrambling up his web in a pine tree early in the morning when I walked the dog and knowing my dad was saying "Rise and Shine" from the angelic realm.
* Love is my grandmother's higher self exciting the dog when she came to see me on Saturday while her physical body was experiencing dangerously low blood sugar in the emergency room of the hospital.
* Love is the breath of God as fresh air when windows are opened in the spring to remind me of infinite possibility...
* Love is feeling the pain of others when their loved ones physical body dies and sending that love to them to comfort and ease their pain.

Love never dies.  Love is eternal. Love is permanent.

My grandpa has lived with the angels since 2007.  Grandma tells me he is coming to get her.  I know she is right, he will come to get her.  Love means knowing that she will continue to be with me in another form, my heart blesses her on her way while my human-ness grieves the human loss of days long gone.

I send love to each of you reading this along with a prayer.

Father, Mother, God, Creator of All That Is...  Please surround our Soul Kisses community with love and light to bring them comfort, peace, joy and harmony as they travel their life path.  Help them to tap into the knowing deep within them that they are fully supported to create the highest possible outcome in all areas of their lives.  Help them to open their arms wide to receive the prosperity and love that is their birthright!

In gratitude,

Embrace the love that you are and lift your heart form sadness.  Look within to connect with those you love who have transitioned to the realm of the angelic.  Everyone has the ability to feel the resonance of a calling card from a deceased loved one.  Simply allow yourself to receive the love...

The love you share lives forever.

In love and light,

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Mother Earth and Fairy Love...

When I was a little girl my brothers and I would spend the summers with my grandmother. Grandma lived on fifteen beautiful acres outside of Joplin, Missouri where she encouraged and supported our limitless imaginations with playhouses, forts, bicycles, BB guns and one year we even had a Shetland pony that liked to run!

But best of all… she had a Fairy Rock. In the pasture between the house and the pond was a slight mound where the fairies lived in a huge rock. It was full of caves for the fairies and held magical pools of water after a rain. I loved this rock from the moment I discovered it and Grandma’s tale of fairies living there magnified the loving energy.

As a child I often felt isolated and alone like I didn’t fit in. In the early days I was convinced I was adopted. But when I was at Grandma’s and more specifically when I would step on the mound where the Fairy Rock rested I was home. I would sit there and dream of having friends, being understood and accepted. Now I know that what I felt was missing in my life was the unconditional love of the angelic realm. While I sat with the Fairy Rock and dreamed my dreams Mother Earth held me with love and I magically reconnected with that unconditional love of the angelic.

As I grew older I questioned the magic, yet could not deny it. Now I know that it was magical and the fairies were real. Mother Earth and Fairy love is what welcomed me to step on the mound and breathe in the unconditional love of the angelic realm ...and I was home.

Years later as an adult I took my camera out to the mound to photograph the Fairy Rock and recapture the magic by seeing and touching it, but it was gone. Grandpa had moved it to the back of the pasture. Grandma fussed at him for doing that – just how could he move it – didn’t he know it was the Fairy Rock? He informed her that he had no such knowledge, but was sorry that he moved it. She and I looked for it, but we never found it. My human brain questioned was the magic real? Just as our human brains question everything that is outside fear laced physical world teachings. I knew then that I had a choice to embrace the love that remembered in my heart or dismiss it as “imagination.”

Ah… yet another test of faith and trust. I chose to embrace the love of the Fairy Rock and be grateful for its grounding essence that gave me the strength to stay here in this physical world.

If you feel a “calling” to go outside in nature, answer it – follow it – step into it! Open your heart to the gifts of Mother Earth that will make both yours and the earth’s transformation to love source energy easier. By following this nudge from your angelic guides with an open heart you will receive a magical gift.

Today, March 20th, is the Spring Equinox. Take a moment to sit in nature and connect with your angels. Set the intention to ground with Mother Earth and share the love that is your essence through the beating of yours and Mother Earth’s heart.

In love and light,

Thursday, March 15, 2012

The Thinning Veil & Mercury Retrograde

The conditionings and beliefs of the physical world teach us that we are separated from God by sin. We are taught that we are in essence “individually alone” as we live our lives here on Mother Earth. This human feeling of alone-ness is harsh and unyielding and at times precipitates a spiral of depression emphasized by the lower vibration of fear energy.

But the time of fear ruling our hearts is fading away to be only a thing of the past as the veil thins.

More than ever before in this time of NOW humanity as a collective is reconnecting with the essence of God within and releasing these fear laden teachings. We’re not only questioning who and what we are, we are accepting and embracing the love light of God that is our essence. We are disconnecting from the fears of the past and stepping into our power illuminated by the breath of God.

And the veil thins…

My dear grandmother is now 91 and she is tired. For her, the veil no longer exists and she regularly visits with her mother who died in 1984. She also receives messages that she and my grandfather, who died in 2007, will be reunited soon. She is in a place of acceptance and trust surrounded by love.

Every time I connect with her higher self to check on her, she is laughing and visiting with family and friends who are of the angelic realm. As her physical body becomes more frail, the connection with those of the angelic realm fill her with hope. When asked how she is, she responds with an enthusiastic "Fine!" Yes indeed... she is remarkably "Fine."

I recently experienced a beautiful vision of a southern yard party where both the living and the deceased were in attendance – as one – conversing and laughing. There was no pain, no sorrow, no anxiousness or fear – only love. The veil was no longer and heaven and earth were reunited as one.

You may dissipate the veil now with just a breath of belief to connect with those you love whose physical bodies have expired.

In love and light,

Monday, March 12, 2012

Message from Whitney Houston

 I am a fan of Whitney Houston and my human heart felt the grief of her passing. For several days after her death I would hear her singing “Jesus Loves Me” and then I would see her. She was beautiful wearing a golden choir robe and the biggest smile ever as she sang. A bright star light illuminated her chest telling me she had fully crossed over and I was comforted.

In the middle of writing this I took a shower and Whitney showed up with a message. First she fussed at me for not “paying attention” to her sooner, but she waited patiently for me to finish my shower – assuring me she wasn’t going anywhere. When I pulled back the shower curtain she was sitting on the counter filing her nails… She wanted me to give her words “voice.”

Hello Everyone!

I’ve come to Kate to ask her to share my message with you. Many of you reading this are unsure of yourself – you have dreams of joy yet lived, but something inside you keeps holding you back telling you, like it did me when I was living on earth, that you’re not good enough. Slap that voice down and put it in a box!

I want you to know that everyone is special – everyone has the ability to live – really live the life that they dream of – without suffering the demons of the pain of doubt. From here I see you ARE infinite possibility –you ARE powerful – you CAN live the life of your dreams in love, peace, harmony and JOY! AND… you’re not alone. There are so many, many angels with you to help you fulfill your dreams of love and joy.

I doubted myself while I lived with you on earth – I doubted and worried about my looks, my voice – about even being. In my darkest hours I was scared silly about my connection with God – did He really love me and would He forgive me of my choices that were made in fear?

I’ve learned there was nothing to forgive, for God loves us all more than our human minds can take in. I learned that all really is in “divine order” and there is perfection in all life events!

I implore you to shake off your worries – worry is greatly overrated! The fear of worry is an illusion – walk away from your fear and embrace the love that you are! Life in the human body is short – embrace the love in gratitude and feel the shift of your body to a lighter state of being. Open your heart and ask the angels in to show you the way. Take a deep breath and see the light of your heart illuminate your pathway to love, laughter, joy and harmony as your daily life!

One of the things I’m most excited about is how I can be in so many places at the same time – omnipresent! I’m coming to many of you, talking to you, singing to you, sometimes shouting out loud (Kate). I know you know I’m there, but you are questioning if I’m a figment of your imagination – well… know this – I’m NOT! I’m with you to lift your spirit to love and joy through music and love from my heart. You loved my music and some of you worried about me and prayed for me. Even though we did not know one another in human form, in those dark hours of human existence I felt your love and made it through.

I thank you for your love and your prayers. Thank you, thank you, thank you, for praying for me! Now I am here for you – your angels and I, to waken your sleeping spirit with song of love and light.

I’m alive and well in the realm of the angels, singing with them, laughing and sending love to you..

Know that I will always love you…


This was NOT what I expected when I sat down to write this article. As I wrote Whitney’s words, the human side of me doubted whether I was really talking to her and she laughed at me. She said, “Girl, get rid of that doubt – didn’t you read what you typed?” Then she giggled, said she’d be back and she was gone.

We are living a time of dissipation of the veil between our worlds of heaven and earth. Our loved ones are but a breath away, still with us in a form that is becoming more normal. Allow yourself to acknowledge when you feel them near and embrace the love. And for goodness sake, acknowledge Whitney when she’s singing to you!

In this time of Now it is up to us to discern what resonates with us – what we believe. Our lives are created from our deepest sincerest beliefs. Do we believe we are worthy to live the life of our dreams? Do we believe our loved ones are still with us? When we are fully balanced in love source, the answers to these questions are as easy as breathing.

In love and light,

Monday, March 5, 2012

Love comes in all Forms

For the past week or so life has seemed... almost surreal - for one reason or another.  My technology, specifically my computer, has done things that should be impossible, but I sit here and watch it do crazy things which results in my stepping away from it for awhile.  Is it the computer or a higher power imploring me through technology to step back and breathe?

In those moments of stepping away the Majik poodle hops into my lap, looks deeply into my heart with his beautiful brown eyes and he gives me a kiss.  I turn on some music and we dance around the room, then go outside.  Yes...  I do see the hand of love in this scenario...

A message from the angels...

Dearest Children of Love and Light,

Stop what you are doing and breathe - in this moment of now, breathe deeply of the breath of God.  Allow your body to fill with the joy of God's breath! In your human form you hustle, bustle your lives with your stress and your worry.  We implore you to give that worry and stress to us!

In this moment, call us to your side.  Allow your spiritual being-ness to feel our presence, for we are with you.  Open your heart to the knowing that with God your heart beats as One...

The blueprint of your life is love, joy and happiness - total fulfillment.  This is your birthright as you are the essence of God. You are powerful beings of love and light, fully capable of creating joy, love, peace and harmony in your lives no matter what you have created in the past.  We are with you in all hours to help you make decisions and choices of your highest good.

We extend our loving guiding hands to you.  Open your heart to the Voice of God within you to fulfill your life journey in joy, peace and love.

Love is your essence.  Love is who you are.  Love is why you are here.  Embrace it!  Allow the love to spill from you healing the soils of Mother Earth at your feet, healing your environment, healing those you touch - healing you...

Give to us your burdens and embrace the love of our angel wings...

Your Loving Angels...

I invite you to take a deep breath and allow yourself to have the "eyes to see," the "ears to hear" and the "knowing within" of the love that is all around you - of the love that is within you.  With these "eyes, ears and knowing" you will feel the love of God guiding you.

Breathe deeply and allow yourself to feel the flutter of the angel's wings.  Breathe in the love and feel your energy lifting.  Open your heart to the love and feel your reality shifting!  Know that you are worthy of all that you dream of!  Embrace this knowing to your heart and allow the sands of time to bring to fruition...  your dreams...

In love and light,